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[Jul. 13th, 2006|09:30 pm] |
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Another failed attempt at sex with Warren. It's mostly my fault i'm sure. I'ts probably because I'm more into younger lovers. I have no idea why but sex with Warren isnt as satisfying as it should be. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|03:01 pm] |
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Took a nap around noon. Eating nilla wafers and drinking milk from the jug. Been drinking a lot of milk and eating a lot of cheese recently. I think that's a good thing. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|12:47 pm] |
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It was chicken afterall. The frozen patty kind that you mircrowave until it's thawed. SLathered with melted mozzerella cheese and mayo. It was edible. By that i mean i could choke it down without fear of it coming back up again. Most of the food i eat is like that. Sad but true. Lovis loves my hair. I'm probably gonna cut it today. maybe not. I dunno. I'm bored just a little. That's why ive put in three entries already today. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|12:41 pm] |
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Yesterday went to Vet for Zen. He got his rabies shots and all that jaz. Went to walmart again. I do that a lot. Apparently Walmart is the only place in Belen that anyone can go to. Warren picks up a different brand of bread every time. I wonder why I have nothing to write about. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|12:20 pm] |
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Didnt sleep well last night. Am tired right now as a matter of fact. Talking to Lovis again. Lovis is great to talk to. Warren is playing Alpha Centauri, LOTR FOTR is on in the background. I ate icecreme and captain crunch for breakfast. I need to go and get somehting to eat for lunch, maybe a chicken sandwich. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2006|09:09 pm] |
Long day.
Saw Pirates of the Carribean 2. It was really good. Damn cliffhanger ending though.
Went to WalMart. Picked up basics.
Came home and had a serious depression episode, cried for an hour or so.
Warren made me a string necklace. It's a lovely thing.
Cleaned up around the house. Feel better now. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|07:36 pm] |
I have a headache. Took two asprin.
Got up early. Went to McDonalds. Picked up Loyal. Went to Albuquerque. Played Magic. Didn't win anything. Had fun. Went to the store. Had a dizzy moment I thought I was going to fall over for absolutley no reason. Got candy candy candy. Came home. Ate stroganoff. Wrote this. Talking to Lovis. Lovis is my friend in Germany. Feeling helpless when it comes to mandc100. I think it's simply dead. Going to take general poll from members (if there are any left). Lovis says s/he'll write a couple of drabbles and post them. I had an idea for a drabble community where you could post a drabble from anywhere. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|06:54 pm] |
Swamp Flowers
Makes me almost homesick for Louisiana. Almost. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|06:53 pm] |
Saw DR Vera today. I don't like him much.
He forgot to give me my pills.
I have to go back and see him soon.
Went to walmart
went to home depot
went to try and rent a movie but it wasnt available
ate chicken
read some
got online
wrote this. |
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[Jun. 27th, 2006|09:43 pm] |
Went to Staples.
Went to walmart
met Logan walking and looking for jobs. told him we'd give him a lift to our place to hang.
went to taco bell
Went to see Antionette (my therapist) for the last time (she's moving on to bigger and better things than working for the government)
forgot to give Logan a lift to our place to hang
came home.
Logan called. I felt bad.
i got over it.
I got online where the fucking computer kept disconnecting me.
Met a new person to rp with. they'er good.
rped a while.
got disconnected
rped a while
got disconnected
see a pattern? |
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
From the pond out back
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|10:12 pm] |
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Went for a walk to the park with Warren and the dogs. It started pouring. We took shelter on the side steps of the Middle School and watched the streets flood for about half an hour. We ran back. It was nice. Different. I enjoyed it even though it was freezing and wet, and windy and stormy. I picked up a couple of story ideas. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|08:02 pm] |
Sometimes I feel like...
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|07:51 pm] |
I've started taking Welbutrin again. It's helping a little.
Took Zen to the vet for refil on his antibiotics. He's gained a pound. I'm glad for him.
Went to the store and bought assloads of moon pies.
Ate cornbread and milk.
I know my life is boring. This is me. This is my boring life. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|09:44 am] |
I actually painted something today. Shitty photograph
The Rose Nebula
Acrylic on canvas
29x21 in |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|09:31 am] |
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I have lost all faith in the ability to make a living on the internet. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|09:29 am] |
I actually painted something today.
I've been depressed recently. Yesterday I had a breakdown.
Zen is actually acting like a dog now. It's great.
My sister came to visit. My brother and father too. I hung out with them for a while.
Saw Xmen 3 and Cars. They'er both good movies. |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|08:16 pm] |
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I've been down recently. But not too down. Not depressed down. Just down. Not exactly unhappy but I feel like I'm missing something. Maybe it's just nerves about when the family gets here.
I've been in yahoo chatrooms a lot recently. They're flodded with bots and stupid kids who talk about poop and snot. Yahoo does'nt have the user created rooms anymore. Probably because of the dick heads who think they can get sex online.
Hey perverts! go buy a whore and stop fucking up the internet for the rest of us!
Zen, the new German sheperd is acting like a dog now. It's really neat to see him turn into a living breathing animal from a half dead bag of fur and bones. He's eating well and his nose is now wet. I'm glad for him. Maybe I'll make a habit of rescueing half dead dogs. |
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